It Hurts

Is this what you want
‘Cause everybody acts without a clue
Every little kiss and grin you gave
Was just a little bullshit I saw through

The alcohol I scented with your breath
You’re always open up to just be used
I’m waiting for excuses that deceive
I’ll meet you in the back to see them through

How did I let her inside
We’re dripping of sweat, and feeling alright
Her lips were the last thing touched tonight
Your best friend is not your girlfriend

Dreaming With A Broken Heart

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

You roll out of bed and down on your knees
and for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room?

No, she’s not
cause she’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part

She takes you in with her crying eyes
then all at once you have to say goodbye
wondering could you stay my love
will you wake up by my side?

No, she can’t
cause she’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

The End With You

please god will you forgive us and give us one more try

if you will then we’ll go as fast as we go far
maybe well be forgotten when the world is torn apart

i’ve been up all night long
counting days that all went wrong
i opened my bedroom window
i wish this pain was gone
there are no useful drugs to escape from feeling numb
i remember an amazing birthday
i remember when i was young

You

this is by far the worst day of my life

to be told by one person you love and care

about more than anything that they think it was a fling

and they dont believe a word you say,

even though you gave them literally all of you. 

not to mention the fact that they never want you to talk to them again.

everything hurts. all i can do is think about her.. idc how gay that sounds

since no one reads this i guess its safe to say that

i really dont even want to be alive right now

I Feel Like Dying

I feel like flying,

then I feel like frying,

then I feel like dying