It Hurts

February 6, 2008

Is this what you want
‘Cause everybody acts without a clue
Every little kiss and grin you gave
Was just a little bullshit I saw through

The alcohol I scented with your breath
You’re always open up to just be used
I’m waiting for excuses that deceive
I’ll meet you in the back to see them through

How did I let her inside
We’re dripping of sweat, and feeling alright
Her lips were the last thing touched tonight
Your best friend is not your girlfriend

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

You roll out of bed and down on your knees
and for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room?

No, she’s not
cause she’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part

She takes you in with her crying eyes
then all at once you have to say goodbye
wondering could you stay my love
will you wake up by my side?

No, she can’t
cause she’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

The End With You

February 1, 2008

please god will you forgive us and give us one more try

if you will then we’ll go as fast as we go far
maybe well be forgotten when the world is torn apart

i’ve been up all night long
counting days that all went wrong
i opened my bedroom window
i wish this pain was gone
there are no useful drugs to escape from feeling numb
i remember an amazing birthday
i remember when i was young

You

February 1, 2008

this is by far the worst day of my life

to be told by one person you love and care

about more than anything that they think it was a fling

and they dont believe a word you say,

even though you gave them literally all of you. 

not to mention the fact that they never want you to talk to them again.

everything hurts. all i can do is think about her.. idc how gay that sounds

since no one reads this i guess its safe to say that

i really dont even want to be alive right now

I Feel Like Dying

February 1, 2008

I feel like flying,

then I feel like frying,

then I feel like dying

You Make Me, Me

January 30, 2008

Every night I get down on my knees and pray
I thank the Lord above for you each day
I was lost and then I found you
You make my ocean, you make my sky blue

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me, me

Victim

January 27, 2008

I’m a victim of my circumstance

Amazing Because It Is

January 26, 2008

I was so scared of everything you put in front of me
I’ve been arching every part of me
Just to see
See
Why you need me to be
The boy you need me to be

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saves a wretch like me
I once was lost
And now I’m found
Was blind but now I see

I just wanna see

I’m the type of person who lets fear drive
I’m the type of guy who lets it drive
Cause I’m addicted, I’m needy,
I’m lost without you
I need you
I need you

Amazing grace (amazing grace)
How sweet the sound (how sweet)
That saved a wretch like me (that saved a wretch like me)
I once was lost
But now I’m found (you know I’m found)
Was blind but now I see

Amazing grace (you’re amazing)
How sweet the sound (you’re amazing)
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost (it feels so bad when you’re lost and alone)
But now I’m found
Was blind but now I see

The Taste Of Ink

January 24, 2008

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I’m tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It’s four o’ clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day

Do It For Me Now

January 24, 2008

And I don’t know
And I can’t guess
It’s gonna be okay
But now, my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like I’m the only one
I know you can
Won’t you do if for me now

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